“I consume CP to cope uwu I only make/view CP of fictional minors uwu”
Seriously. If you have sexual thoughts involving minors, see a therapist. Don’t let those thoughts progress into actions. Even if it doesn’t seem like a big deal at first or the porn you’re viewing is 100% fictional, it gradually becomes an addiction and over time you end up needing more. That goes for all porn, but when it comes to pedophilia it can eventually escalate to hurting a real child if it goes unchecked.